Friday, July 4, 2008

What A True Friend Can Do

Assalamualaikum,

Kini semuanya dah berubah apabila tibanya semester kedua. Aku ingatkan bolehlah kekal or we still can happy together, but it not happen yet and we become far and far and far. Before this, when we meet, at least smiling will painted but not now like we do not know each other.Sometimes it very sad until a tear appear from my eyes. You know, he like my brother but I don't know what actually happen in our relation.

I hope we still like this. I just think positive and sometimes, I blame myself. Maybe it was my fault because made him uncomfortable with me. My best thinking is our communication was less. Maybe it is a main factor. One more thing is, may be he want me to study without think of him. Moreover, I will take my PMR this year. So, don't think about the other. M I right?


I remember what my friend had said "Aku tak kan kacau die klu dia dah x cakap ngan aku". So, the point is, bukan lah aku tak kan cakap ngan die, tapi aku biarkan die rasa bebas dari aku, senang kata macam x kenal aku. Mungkin ini akan lebih selesa bagi die. Tapi lagi seorang tu aku x leh kacau sangat sebabnya, raamai senior suka kat die. Favourite boy la kut.

Macam aku kata

Kalau kita sayang die,
Tak semestinya kita bersama dengan dia,
Kalau kita sayang dia,
Buktikannya dengan benarkan dia berbahagia dengan sesiapa juga.

Namun, jangan lupa untuk mendoakan kebahagiaan dia di akhirat.
Itulah tanda kasih seorang sahabat terhadap sahabatnya.

A true friend will let a friend happy with anyone as long as it is good for a friend.

I love both of you.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Kite Kasih Pada Dia

Assalamualaikum,

Awak mengetahui yang awak merindui seseorang apabila jantung awak berdegup pantas ketika teringatkan dia. Walaupun sekadar 'hai? daripada dia pun sudah mencukupi sebagai penenang. Awak mungkin menaruh hati padanya, cuma awak tidak mahu menerimanya sebagai kenyataan.
Jangan terlalu baik, saya akan merindui awak. Jangan terlalu mengambil berat, saya mungkin menyukai awak. Jangan jadi terlalu 'sweet? saya mungkin jatuh hati kepada awak. Seseorang yang membuatkan awak jatuh hati padanya sebenarnya menyayangi awak lebih daripada awak menyayangi dia.

Jika seseorang yang hadir dalam hidup kamu dan menjadi sebahagian daripada hidup kamu, tetapi atas sebab-sebab tertentu dia terpaksa pergi, jangan terlalu sedih...terimalah kenyataan itu dan sekurang-kurannya dia pernah membahagiakan kamu. Masa akan menentukan segala-galanya. Jika dia ditakdirkan bersama kamu, dia akan kembali. Kembali pada kamu.

Penyesalan terbesar dalam hidup ialah apabila risiko yang tidak kita ambil. Jika anda merasakan sesuatu itu tidak akan membuatkan anda bahagia, maka teruskan. Ingatlah bahawa kita akan melalui semua ini hanya sekali, mungkin tiada peluang kedua. Bererti masa tidak menunggu kita. Jika anda merasakan anda telah bertemu dengan orang yang sesuai, maka hargailah dia, jangan biarkan is berlalu begitu sahaja. Jangan tertangguh kerana takut kelak jika dibiarkan berlalu maka anda akan menyesal sebgitu sahaja.

Tiada sesiapa pun yang simpati kepada orang yang sengaja membiarkan peluang pergi begitu sahaja tanpa berusaha untuk mendapatkannya atau mempertahankan. Kita selalunya tidak menghargai seseorang yang hampir atau menyayangi kita sehingga dia pergi meninggalkan kita.

Terdapat bintang di langit tetapi hanya satu sahaja yang begitu menyerlah sehingga dapat menarik perhatian anda. Dari kalangan yang anda pilih untuk diabaikan ialah sebutir bintang yang sanggup menyinari anda walau di mana anda berada. Ini bermakna orang yang bersama anda ketika ini mungkin bukanlah orang yang benar-benar anda sayangi dan pada masa yang lain ada orang yang tahu dia tidak bersama kamu ketika ini tetapi masih menyayangi kamu sepenuh hatinya.

Adalah lebih baik untuk berani mencintai walaupun akhirnya anda akan kecewa daripada tidak mahu mencintai kerana takut risiko atau cabaran yang bakal mendatang. Jangan putus asa apabila terdapat saingan dalam percintaan. Adalah lebih baik untuk anda mencubanya, anda mungkin akan kehilangan orang yang anda sayangi selamanya.


Jangan takut untuk meluahkan isi hati anda kepada orang yang anda sayangi dan cintai. Beritahu mereka dan biarkan mereka buat keputusan di pihak mereka. Salah satu perkara yang paling indah dalam hidup ialah memberitahu kepada orang yang anda sayangi betapa penting dan istimewanya mereka kepada anda. Anda akan rasa lebih yakin dan puas. Malah, anda juga akan rasa bangga terhadap diri anda kerana telah menunaikan tanggungjawab anda terhadap perasaan dan hati anda. Jangan sesekali mengkhianati hati anda kerana akibatnya hanya anda yang sengsara, bukan orang lain.

Salah satu cabaran yang paling sukar dalam hidup ialah mencari orang yang tahu segala kelemahan dan kekurangan diri anda, tetapi ia masih sanggup menyayangi anda dengan sepenuh hatinya. Cinta itu adalah berasakan tolak ansur dan pengorbanan. Jika dia tahu kelemahan dan kekurangan anda dan masih sanggup bersama anda dan lebih menyayangi anda, maka anda adalah orang yang paling bertuah kerana ada seseorang yang mencintai anda seadanya anda. Mencintai dan dicintai perlukan keberanian. Keberanian untuk terus mengekalkan rasa cintai itu. Seterusnya diikuti dengan perasaan keikhlasan untuk menerima orang yang kita cintai seada mereka walaupun dari hari ke sehari manusia sentiasa berubah.


Sebenarnya, memang aku dah suka lamaa kat someone, tapi die tu kawaan rapat aku, aku takut
nanti apa yang aku perkatakan akan menjauhkaan kami. So terpaksalah aku diam.

Lagi satu, masa mula-mula aku nampak die, pergh... menyampah giler (last year masa Hari Keluarga KUSESS 2007), die standard 6. Tapi, everything change when I saw him. I accept die seadanya. Aku pengen bangat nak jadikan die tu adik aku, taapi seganlah cause kakak die satu batch ngan aku, satu kelas pulak tu.

Hmmm....

Cumer saatu jer falsafah aku pegang untuk perkara sabegini,

Sekiranya kita menyukai dia,
Tidak semestinya kita bersama dia,
Sekiranya kita menyukai dia,
Tunjukkanlah buktinya dengan membenarkan dia bahagia bersama orang yang dia kasihi.

Tunjukkanlaah rasa kasih kita kepada Si Dia with our prayer for their happiness.
It is a true love.


Friday, May 30, 2008

My Sweet Moment In Program Jati Diri



Assalamualaikum and Guten Tag.

"Actually anything happen to us called experience. It is the most useful knowledge for us"
That was Sis Fat said to us.

It held in February 2008. This time was full with sweet and bitter memory.

For the first day, we as the organizer was very nervous because this program one day after exam so we did not make a perfect preparation.

When the program had started, first we do 'ice breaking' for them to know each other closely. We also make energizer for them to make the situation become happening and release tension.

After that we divide 0812 guys into ten group. As a CEO, I can't have a group. It really hard for me to accept it!

Luckily, my facilitator, Afiq a.k.a Figu absent on that day, so I had replaced for him with Aina Munirah.
I really happy because I got same group with my beloved brothers. The picture above is my temporary group. It called Meow Team. The theme for this program is Animal Kingdom.


Many things we did together also with another groups and their facilitators. In night we do
Night Walk for them. This activity tested a spirit of each competitor either they are strong or weak.

Unfortunately, Najib Meow's group can't joined it cause of his eyes. He just looking from Pagoda.
What i proud is the leader of this group is Faris who very strong. He recognize my voice but not my hand, very funny! When I hold his hand, he push back. I weird is Afiq, his faci hold his hand while the game started. After that, when Afiq release his hand, Faris and group stopped. After awhile, Afiq get his hand back, Faris push, sad he did not recognize Afiq.

Other faci had scaring other competitor, I use my wind voice to scare them and it effect on them.
Each faci brought them to Taman Rashida Utama, track for this activity. This activity showed who strong and who weak. Statistic showed that more than 30 boys got fever. Maybe it was caused by water that we had used. I'm very pity for them. Some of them like it and some of them contrast with that.

At the last of Night Walk, each contestant opened their eyed close, then the leaders take a bowl of mixed of floor, egg an water. They must put it to each member of a group. Anyway, Facilitators joined them too. My face full with it, my team job but never mind, I love them.

Another extreme game was Explorace. This activity need them to face all of resistance provided.This game told them how to co-operate with other in a group. This game same with Night Walk cause we have WATER again.

My team and I very weird. You know why? Our thinking. When they got a clue they use Jalan Laut China Selatan and I use kawasan larangan way. They saw me and thought that I going to koperasi. So they went there. But for me, I wanted to see another group at koop. Then we met again there. God Al Mighty.

In this activity, 0812 guys had got our evilness. We bathed them 'lumpur', very pity. But the real pity is The 'Lumpur' that my friend used, it was dumping on me. Oh Men! Until now a dirt is not wash away! But the memory in the dirt.

At a slot of Bersamamu, a liter of tear we swimming, a heavy rain we faced it with strength.
0812 started to realize their fault to their parent, and somebody, their parent had gone.
Not enough with that, the succeed of this slot are shown with the facilitators cry too.

Actually, my friend persuade somebody cause he 'touch' him. He miss his mother very much. After that, I cried too. Oh dear, please stop crying...

Najib, he a strong boy. You must know it. He also a cheerful boy, but I can't estimate about his heart and feeling.

A yellow boy is Faris, but you can't see his face.
They are best friend. Their relation make me remember my history. Never mind.

After that facilitator with their brother and sister bersalam-salaman. Oh Dear, we love so much. please forgive us.
This activity not totally success cause of my friend who not involved come along. So our veteran PRS, settle with them. I don't know what happen. La la la..

This slot gave a deep feels to us. After that, Bro Zaki gave his useful advices to us. Please be polite with your parent. Then, they prayed 4 their parent.

Tomorrow, we had last activity, Acara Penutupan Majlis. So, 0812 sang their theme song.
GEMURUH!!!!!!!!

Below is our family frame.










































Now you will see My Truly Beloved Brothers

They always make me cheerful without they realize it. But Afiq know it. I still remember what Afiq said "Oh patutlah abang happy, sebab ade Najib kan?" other is "Ala abang ni sayang sangat adik tu." That time Faris had slept and I ask them to slow down their voice.




To any person that involve in my life, thank you so much cause you coloured my life.

p/s * sori klu grammar tunggang langgang. practice

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